Friday, November 16, 2012

Day 107

Drove back from CA today after a two day stay.  Exhausted, but I'm grateful that my dad let me bring my car back.  I don't feel trapped any more.

I'm moving out of my dad's house as soon as I finish my college applications, so that's my first priority now.  I found housing with really great people for when I do move out, which is a huge relief.  Also, I have a temporary job at a Korean barbecue place starting December.

Nothing's as bad as it could be.  Nothing that could happen is worse than what I deserve.  I am not owed anything by the world, and I don't owe anything to it, either.  I need to keep repeating these to myself whenever I start to feel scared.

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