Things are looking up. My grandma is getting stronger, and I may be able to visit her sometime in the next week or so. My cousin Phillip is finally acting like an adult about the situation, too, and I'm proud of him for that. I've been getting along with my mom better, too -- mostly just because we're both so tired and unwilling to fight about stupid things any more.
I want to be everything for Rachel. I want to fill her and give her life meaning and make it so that she doesn't have to be sad any more, but I know that's not healthy. I want so badly for her to see herself the way I see her.
I think I'm ready to go back to school.
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